Editorial Retraction regarding the life of Abbot Lutz 1917-1985

Posted on December 5, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | Leave a Comment

The final report from the investigation committee, which consists of the only child of Abbot Lutz, has concluded that Abbot Lutz engaged in sexual misconduct and that his mind contained heaps of fabricated data used to intimidate and terrorize his only child with the intention of making himself more dominant. The Investigation Committee reported that […]

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PILOT EPISODE

Posted on November 2, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | Leave a Comment

A father experiments on his daughter by communicating with her solely through cameras and audio recording devices. This is the first in a never-ending series, where the pitfalls of his parenting technique are examined, ridiculed and lamented.

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SAIL ON SAIL ON SAILOR

Posted on July 7, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | 1 Comment

I have made a piece of art out of child abuse.  Sorting and resorting and editing the facts that are the source of my fury and my grief. I imagined I was desensitized, but every time I go back, I find new shards. I am not a victim or a survivor. I don’t identify with […]

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MY BRAIN IS A RIOT

Posted on July 4, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | Leave a Comment

I strain to get to a word. It is imprisoned by my skull no window through my eyes. My mother had collapsed onto her bad hip and her hand was firmly clutching nothing. A gang of teenagers had broken into the house and raped her while she was holding a dollar bill and then the […]

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OBITUARY LIMERICK

Posted on March 2, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | Leave a Comment

I once had a father named Abe who treated me like a hot babe he lecherously stared while he photographed me bare so my home felt like Abu Ghraib

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OBITUARY HAIKU

Posted on March 1, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | 3 Comments

he does not hear me in my eyes he sees himself I am traumatized

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WRONG IMPRESSION

Posted on February 29, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | Leave a Comment

You might read my writing and think how sad I am but really I am no sadder than you.

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THOUGHT OF THE DAY

Posted on February 27, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | Leave a Comment

I feel I have no love in my life. I know you will tell me about all my friends and how much they love me but it’s not the same as the love of a man. That’s what I want and it is what I have been denied. My hope is fading that it will […]

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FRAME OF REFERENCE

Posted on February 27, 2012 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | 3 Comments

I write things and they might seem out of context for you, but for me they are always in context because my father’s mistreatment of me as a child will always be there affecting every relationship in my life in inappropriate ways. I hear from many others who watch my film that it brings up […]

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OBITUARY HAIKU #2

Posted on May 3, 2011 - Filed Under The Marina Experiment | 2 Comments

a kiss on the lips I lock the door to my room is he really dead?

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